Suicide Is A Lie

Do you think suicide is an easy way out to end your pain? Well it isn’t! It is a Sin and will only eliminate your chances of EVER ending your pain.I know most of you want to keep the fact you want to die as a secret as I have been through the same kind of stage during 2012 and before and I didn’t want to tell anyone, but ever since I met my BFFs, they’ve turned my life around, and at the same time have entirely turned around the way I look at life too.

Before I used to think that life was just a slow miserable way to die, and if I couldn’t be happy in life I didn’t wanna be here at all, but my BFFs made me realise that life is worth living, and that living life is the best way to die. What ever is causing you to self harm yourself or have suicidal thoughts/depression right now, it WILL NOT effect your whole life, but trying to kill yourself is going to waste down the drain the rest your life and abolish the chance of anything ever getting better.

Here’s a story I found which I find just so inspiring and really helped me a lot.

(Please note I do not take any credit for this story. I do not know who wrote it, as I have seen it on many Tumblr blogs [such as this one] which do not give any credit. All credit goes to the copyright holder.)
You’re sitting in your room ~ door locked ~ with a pen in your hand and a blank piece of paper in front of you. Your hand is shaking, and the tears begin again – for the third time in the past hour. ‘To my family” you write at the top of the page, but decide it’s a bad way to begin your letter ~ your suicide letter. You try again, start over again and again, but you don’t know where to begin. No one understands you; no one knows what you’re going through, you’re alone or at least that’s what you think. Nobody would care if you’re alive or not, you mean nothing to nobody. It’s night, and you slip into your bed. ’Goodbye’ you whisper into the darkness. And with that, you take your last breathe and end it all. No body cares, right? Well you thought wrong.

It’s a Tuesday the following morning, and when it’s 7:21, your mother comes and knocks on your door. She doesn’t know you can’t hear her, she doesn’t know you’re gone. She knocks a few more times, calling your name to open up. When there is no reply from your side of the door, she opens it and screams. She collapses on the ground while your dad rushes to your room. Your siblings have already left for school. Your very weak mother collects all the energy she’s got which is close to nothing to walk over to your bed. She leans over your dead body, crying, squeezing your hand, screaming. Your dad is trying to stay strong, but the tears escape his eyes; calling 000 or 911 with his left hand while his other one is on your mother’s back. Your mother blames herself. All those times she had said ‘no’ to you, all those times she had screamed at you, and sent you to your room over something stupid. Your father will blame himself for not being there for you when you asked for help, for being away from home at work for long. Nobody cares, right?

8:34. There’s a knock on your classroom door, it’s the school principle. She looks more worried than ever. She calls the teacher to the side; all the students worried; what’s going on? The principle then later announces about your suicide. The popular girl that always called you fat and ugly is now blaming herself. The kid that would always copy your homework but treat you like crap, he’s blaming himself. The boy that sits behind you, the one that always threw things at you during class, he’s blaming himself too. The teacher is blaming herself, for all those times she’d scream at you for forgetting your homework, or not listening in class. People are crying, screaming, shocked, in regret of what they did. They’ll all be devastated, even the kids you’ve never talked to before. Still nobody cares about you, right?

Your siblings get home. Your mother has to tell them that you are gone forever. Your little sister no matter how many times she’s screamed at you, told you she hated you and stole your stuff really always loved you, and saw you as her hero, her role model. She now starts to blame herself; why didn’t I do what she told me to do when she told me to? Why did I take her stuff even when she asked me not to? This is all my fault. Your brother gets home, the boy that never cries. He’s now in his room mad at himself, he caused your death. All those times he played pranks on you. He’s punching holes in his wall, turning over things; he doesn’t know how to deal with the fact that you’re gone. Forever. Nobody cares about you, right? Right?

It has been over a month. The door to your room has been closed all this time. Everything is different now. Your brother has to be sent to anger management classes, your little sister cries everyday still waiting for you to come back. Everyday she waits for you to come back home. The popular girls have now turned anorexic. They don’t know how to deal with the pain that they’re feeling. Your father has depression; your mother hasn’t slept for nights, it’s all her fault. She’s been crying and screaming every night wishing for you to come back. The boy who would always bother you dropped out of school. The boy that copied your homework now cuts. But nobody cares about you, aren’t I right?

Your mother finally decides to go clean out your room. But she can’t do it. She’s locked herself in your room for two days to try to clean up your clothes, your things. But she can’t, she can’t say goodbye to you, not yet, not now. Never. It’s your funeral. It’s a big one, everybody comes. No one knows what to say. The beautiful girl with the big smile is gone, you’re somewhere else. No one knows what to say, they’re all still shocked. Everyone cries, everyone misses you. They all wish you’d come back but you don’t, and you won’t.

Still think nobody cares about you? Think again. Even if people don’t show it, they care about you, they love you. If you kill yourself today or any other day you won’t know just how much you meant to people. If you kill yourself today, it will NOT end stop your pain, plus it pains all the ones who know you for the rest of their life. Suicide is mistaken as the easy way out – but it’s the wrong answer, the wrong choice, a lie. It is a SIN.

Life is beautiful. Yes, it does have its ups and downs everyone has their bad days. Sometimes people go through tough times in their lives like you’re probably going through now but bad times come and go. You might not see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it IS there. No matter how hard life gets, never give up on yourself, or on your life. Take a minute now, and think. If you killed yourself, how would the people that love you feel/go through? Can’t think of anything? Well I’ll tell you… ..tears, tears, and more tears. Devastation. Guilt. Pain. Broken. Regret.
- Unknown author
Before I met Opal (my Ex now), I had been crushing over this girl called Jasmine for 2 years, and the more I showed that I did, the less it seemed that she wanted to do with me, and the more it seemed like she was walking through me, and I just wanted to die as it hurt so much that the girl who I admired so much was walking through me and everything (what I thought she was doing), and in February when I thought my best friend on Instagram committed suicide (which didn’t happen), I felt so close to ending it all, but Opal found me just before I went and did it. She inspired me a lot and put hope back into me.

Opal talked me out of it, but I’ve realised I can’t credit her as being my saviour, it’s God, Jesus and my BFFs that are the ones who truly saved me.

Between September and November last year (2012), I was on a graphics design course in college, and I just couldn’t cope on it at all. Because of that and a lot of things, I was getting more and more depressed, I was not getting any sleep at night so I was forever having days off, and before my mom didn’t notice anything, but this time around my mom could see plainly I needed help. She said she was scared as $*** that she was gonna lose me.

At the end of October I got dropped off that course, because I was falling so much behind, and I went onto another course run by the learning support department, and from day one OMGOSH I can’t explain just how much it instantly pushed my spirits higher. The teachers were amazing, the students (especially my BFFs) were amazing, and it just was a huge impact on me.

After about a week or so, even one of the teachers who new me since the September beforehand, he remarked that he’s never seen my spirits so high, ever!

My BFFs and all the teachers told me about how much of a difference they saw in me within just a few weeks.

There’s been a lot of times in 2012 I felt like going, and I actually slipped back down that low again at the start of June but my BFFs got me away from that. I’ve been helping a lot of others not to commit suicide even though I was so many times near to doing so, and if I didn’t have my BFFs and if I never went onto that course then I would of.

I did before credit all of this to Opal, but I have realised, I cannot credit her for that, as the state I was in at the start of June, I’m just so so so thankful for my BFFs being there for me, and they’ve made me realise that I can’t call her my saviour, because saviours don’t walk out of your life.
What I want you to know is that what ever it is that’s happening that is causing you to be suicidal/depressed and/or self harm, it will get better. You will reach the light at the end of the tunnel. You will find happiness. But to find this happiness, you have to be willing to try, be willing to fight your pain, to be willing to let negativity push you higher up the line. If you have the will to try, then you will not fail. the only failure is if you give up. So if you haven’t had any success yet but are trying, just keep trying, you will get there, but if you give up, you will abolish the ability to find happiness, to find peace, to find love. I know you want all those things badly, and I promise you, you will! but you have to carry on trying, trying and trying no matter what the challenge.

Just remember this one sentence… “suicide is a lie and shall never be the answer to anything”.

Read the below verses from the Holy Bible that support this statement…
What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s.
- 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (KJV)
Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you? If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.
- 1 Corinthians 3:16-17 (KJV)
thou shalt not kill.
- Deuteronomy 5:17, Exodus 20:13, Matthew 5:21 & Romans 13:9 (KJV)
I’m not saying that you should be a Christian or that Christianity is your belief or not, and by no way am I trying to shove the bible in your face but Christianity is in my blood, although I’m not going to church etc (yet), I believe in Christianity and I’m slowly reading through the bible.

This is one the main things other than Opal but more than anything my BFFs that’s kept me away from suicide, although God does not say suicide is a sin, he then doesn’t say suicide isn’t a sin but he does say that we shall not murder, any living soul, but what are we doing when we commit suicide? We are murdering ourselves and what are we? That’s right, a living soul, a human being, so it is bloody well horrible even the thought that every person that committed suicide is not resting in peace, and I’m now too scared to even think of committing suicide, as I don’t want to be surrounded by terror for eternity and I know you don’t want to be either. You may say that you don’t care, but let me tell you a straight fact, you do care, and you will not want to go that path, you will regret it. You WILL!
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
- Mathew 7:13-14 (KJV)
This verse from the bible 100% gives you the proof (that is if you believe Christianity) that what I say about suicide I am right about. Listen to me!

There is NO EASY way out but from going through the narrow and challenging to get through gate.

Listen to what the guy says in this video…

Go to 6:00 to hear about what he says about the two gates.
Suicide is a sin, it is in disguise as an easy way out, but it only leads you through the wide gate, which is the doing of Satan’s wicked ways.
If you want to go into peace you MUST live this life how God wants you to, to change this world, be a crazy one, create hope, peace and love, give everything that you expect to have, always stay knowing that the only way out of the darkness into the light is by following what looks like the hard way out, because that is actually the easy way out, and so many are fooled that it is the hard way out, the impossible way out because they judge by how it looks, how it sounds, seems, and look to the opposite side at the wide gate which is Satan’s trap disguised to look like the easy way out, but it simply isn’t, never will be the easy way out, only the way to your doom, the way to pure death, where there is no light, no hope, no love, completely the opposite of what you think there is and are expecting when you go choose the “easy” way out.

But then it’s not only that that suicide is a sin that is the problem. It’s just like what that inspiring/sad/heartbreaking story said, each time we commit suicide, we always are making someone else move towards that. Even those that don’t show it or show the opposite to caring, most people, they’ll likely be torn apart. I know that ones like Amanda Todd, with her suicide, which went all over the net and everywhere there were lots of stupid stupid assholes who even still are making stupid childish jokes about her. With stories like with hers and everyone’s reaction, that makes us think that no one will care but the truth is that dozens will care, and that includes me. If I didn’t care then I’d be likely causing suicides not preventing suicides. I’ve stopped a lot from doing suicide, and no matter how painful all this gets, I will continue to do my best to prevent suicides. I know I can’t be a saviour to the whole world but to those I CAN reach, that I CAN help, I damn well WILL do my best to help.

In college a few weeks after I went onto that course, in our last lesson of the day which is about stress etc which I’m finding so helpful, the teacher said about that if she was looking at the past, getting stressed over the past on all the bad things that happened and all the mistakes she made, she’d not be here. Each and every single person goes through so many really really tough times during their lives, and sadly that’s what life is, it’s trial and error just like anything and everything, but mistakes/bad times won’t effect your whole life, they’ll pass soon a later. So you can’t stay looking at the past and let the past ruin your future, you have GOT TO move on!! The two main songs that helped me get away from suicidal thoughts to feeling stronger is “Don’t Worry be Happy” by Bobby McFerrin and “I Won’t Give Up” by Jason Mraz, and now I will add into the list “Skyscraper” by Demi Lovato.

I hope this has helped you, and I hope this makes you realise that suicide is NOT the answer and no matter what the situation is, it will soon pass. We all have our ups and downs and that simply is how we get stronger, through finding our weaknesses. I know it’s hard, I know it’s only too easy to give up, but wouldn’t it be better to be looked upon as such a strong person who got through their bad times?

Look at Demi Lovato. Look what massive strengths she’s going to to put the message out there to tell us to stay strong. Look what she did on her wrists, put tattoos saying Stay Strong for her to look at each time she looks to her wrists so she always remembers to Stay Strong plus to be shown in her photo shoots to help others to stay strong and to remember all the support she had when she went in to rehab. I was not a massive fan of her music at first but my goodness I’m so inspired by what she’s doing to try prevent suicide. I could give her a big massive hug for what she’s done, and when she sung Give Your Heart A Break with Fifth Harmony on the Xfactor USA final (2012) I was just hypnotised by her. It made me realise just how AMAZING she is singing. She really brings tears to my eyes that lady does and is why she is now one my favourite singers.
Some of my favourite singers and bands are:

• Black Veil Brides
• Pierce The Veil
• Sleeping With Sirens
• Tokio Hotel
• Skillet
• A Day To Remember
• You Me At Six
• Evanescence
• Demi Lovato
• Norah Jones
• Jason Mraz
• John Waller
• Michael Franti

I wish you all the best, and I pray that you do not ever resort to committing suicide, because suicide will never ever be the answer for anything, it will only lead to being stuck on Satan’s Stake. To find out more about why suicide is a lie, check out this article. Also check out this poem I wrote to support what I have said in this post.

Need to talk to someone?
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"116 123"
In Australia, Lifeline can be contacted on
"13 11 14"
In New Zealand, Lifeline can be contacted on
"0508 828 865"
In the US, the suicide prevention lifeline is
In Canada, the suicide prevention lifeline is
Other international helplines can be found at befrienders.org.

Date Published: 21st November 2012
Posted in: Awareness, Bible-Verses, Christianity, Depression, Satan, Suicide,

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