Oh Lord what do you want with an unholy demon like me?
I’m too broken to be the holy angel I’m meant to be
I try to be strong but I always fall in these sinful lies
I ask for forgiveness but why should you believe me with all my failed tries?
“These days are very rough
Life all I know, it’s nothing but tough
Forget about me, I’ve had enough
Tomorrow all you will see is my bloody scruff”
You only have one chance in this life
One chance to do what’s right
So please just put down that red stained knife
I know this world is all too blue
But hold on dear, with God
This darkness you’ll make it through
There’s a girl in the bathtub
Blood gushing from her wrists
There’s a boy on London Bridge
Watching the water flow on by
We’re only broken souls trying to find our way,
trying to find our way through the dark
No need to explain
The story’s just the same
Don’t say you love me
Without knowing for sure
These emotions within me
Won’t take much more
Listen to what I say
Darling you’ll be ok
I know how you feel
Hope seems unreal
Feeling so alone
You’re forgotten in your own home
This life you cannot bare
And no one seems to care
The sensation, the beautiful sensation of the blade crossing your wrist. You do it once, you just fall into doing it again and again and again. If you don’t, you just feel awful, you just miss the blade too much. You feel depressed and feel the blade calling. It’s a release. You feel it’s the only release to whatever pain you are going through. You know it isn’t, it doesn’t help you, it makes you worse, but the temptation is just too great to follow what you know.
Life does bring so much pain
Life does make me feel so awful
Life does cause me to think why am I here
Life just is so confusing and doesn’t make sense at times. I just forever get lost on this straight never ending road.
You ain’t got time to play with it today
Knife, put it away
Is life really that bad to stab yourself today?
Pills, throw them away
Is it worth the risk not living another day?
Life is tough
We’ve had enough
Scaring our wrists
We know it’s wrong but we don’t give a stuff