Lately I've realised I'm pansexual. I'm glad to of realised what sexual identity I fit in. I never thought of it before really but I am glad to be able to identify myself as something. I never felt I could identify as bisexual or as heterosexual. What pansexual means, it just fits with my mind that if I'm comfortable with you, I don't give a damn what gender you are/identify as.
This song isn't about sticking by someone who is playing you, it's a song about how yours and another person's mental illnesses/conditions can warp your mind. This is a song about frustrations regarding dealing with all of this. The weeks of no talk when you're trying to be there but don't get acknowledged.
This is my story for thanksgiving. The meaning behind “Bus Friends”, everything I didn’t quite tell other than to my closest friends. If you are struggling with friendships or relationships, give this story a read. I hope it inspires you as out of everything I have written on my blog, this has just got to be one of the hardest things to write. That’s partly why I am putting it out here, because I do not want to write about it any more.