This song isn't about sticking by someone who is playing you, it's a song about how yours and another person's mental illnesses/conditions can warp your mind. This is a song about frustrations regarding dealing with all of this. The weeks of no talk when you're trying to be there but don't get acknowledged.
Oh Lord what do you want with an unholy demon like me?
I’m too broken to be the holy angel I’m meant to be
I try to be strong but I always fall in these sinful lies
I ask for forgiveness but why should you believe me with all my failed tries?
There’s a girl in the bathtub
Blood gushing from her wrists
There’s a boy on London Bridge
Watching the water flow on by
We’re only broken souls trying to find our way,
trying to find our way through the dark
Just put it away
Listen to what I say
Darling you’ll be ok
I know how you feel
Hope seems unreal
Feeling so alone
You’re forgotten in your own home
This life you cannot bare
And no one seems to care
You’re lost and so alone
No one even knows
Your left all on your own