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Addiction


Black Ribbon Day - Self Harm Awareness


Date Published: 1st December 2015



It is a day late but here is my video for Black Ribbon Day / Self Harm Awareness 2015.

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Carry On This Thanksgiving


Date Published: 27th November 2015

This is my story for thanksgiving. The meaning behind “Bus Friends”, everything I didn’t quite tell other than to my closest friends. If you are struggling with friendships or relationships, give this story a read. I hope it inspires you as out of everything I have written on my blog, this has just got to be one of the hardest things to write. That’s partly why I am putting it out here, because I do not want to write about it any more.

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Stop Hurting Over Yesterday


Date Published: 24th November 2015

All of the time it is either me that is feeling like shit or someone close to me that is feeling like shit. We all have our bad days but it’s just crazy how life tricks you when you think everything is ok.

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We're Only Broken Souls Trying To Find Our Way Through The Dark


Date Published: 7th June 2014

There’s a girl in the bathtub
Blood gushing from her wrists
There’s a boy on London Bridge
Watching the water flow on by
We’re only broken souls trying to find our way,
trying to find our way through the dark

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What Is It With Cutting that's So Addicting?


Date Published: 29th January 2014

The sensation, the beautiful sensation of the blade crossing your wrist. You do it once, you just fall into doing it again and again and again. If you don’t, you just feel awful, you just miss the blade too much. You feel depressed and feel the blade calling. It’s a release. You feel it’s the only release to whatever pain you are going through. You know it isn’t, it doesn’t help you, it makes you worse, but the temptation is just too great to follow what you know.

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Life Hurts But I Won't Curse God


Date Published: 22nd January 2014

Life does bring so much pain
Life does make me feel so awful
Life just is so confusing and doesn’t make sense at times. I just forever get lost on this straight never ending road.
Things always seem to not go the way I planned. There is just so many things which I cannot count that make life hell. So many things I could blame God for.No matter what happens though, I will not curse God.

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Put The Blade Away


Date Published: 30th November 2013

Blade, put it away
You ain’t got time to play with it today
Knife, put it away
Is life really that bad to stab yourself today?
Pills, throw them away
Is it worth the risk not living another day?

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We All Have Addictions


Date Published: 25th November 2013

If you say you haven’t ever had an addiction, you know that it ain’t true. In life, we all will go through an addiction in some form or factor. You may not realise it, but I bet every single person reading this has an addiction or two.

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Unless You Know What It's Like To Wake Up In The Middle Of The Night With The Thought Of Kissing Razors, Do Not Judge Someone Who Self Harms


Date Published: 6th November 2013

Self harm really just isn’t understood. Some people think we want to self harm, think we want to die, think we have no hope in us.
Self harm is just like when you get the urge to lust, it’s just like when you get the urge to smoke (I don’t smoke but I understand what it’s like), or to have a drink/snack that you told yourself you aren’t going to have.

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We All Have Scars, A History We Cannot Bear, But We Need To Put That Behind Us


Date Published: 6th November 2013

We all have scars, a history we cannot bear, but we need to put that behind us.
And we all get judged by something that cannot be changed, but we need to just ignore those judges.We constantly feel we aren’t good enough, and we lose courage, and hope and faith in simply what the truth is.
Others forever tear us down, even those that did it unintentionally and unknowingly, and it just hurts so so bad.

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