Carry On This Thanksgiving

This is my story for thanksgiving. The meaning behind “Bus Friends”, everything I didn’t quite tell other than to my closest friends. If you are struggling with friendships or relationships, give this story a read. I hope it inspires you as out of everything I have written on my blog, this has just got to be one of the hardest things to write. That’s partly why I am putting it out here, because I do not want to write about it any more.

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Stop Hurting Over Yesterday

All the time it is either me that is feeling like shit or someone close to me that is feeling like shit. We all have our bad days but it’s just crazy how life tricks you when you think everything is ok.

I didn’t understand suicide or depression at all a few years ago and I didn’t even know about self harming or anything like that, though you can say, I was depressed on off all throughout growing up.

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One Chance

“These days are very rough
Life all I know, it’s nothing but tough
Forget about me, I’ve had enough
Tomorrow all you will see is my bloody scruff”
You only have one chance in this life
One chance to do what’s right
So please just put down that red stained knife
I know this world is all too blue
But hold on dear, with God
This darkness you’ll make it through

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